Planning Onwards

While sitting in front of cashier, come across the planning... yeahh planning for future ahead. What will I do in coming next 4 or 5 years from now.. what am I doing, will I still stay with future hubby ** that time confirm la da kawen kan.. hiks...** or we'll far apart cause I have great passion to further Master, Msc. abroad after finish my degree ** (2 years more), will I have kids at that time or struggling to complete the PhD ahead**(dream!!!) ... hahhhhh all the planning have to put in one straight path so that they'll keep in the path and not going missing apart!

For now, I have to complete my degree first.Alasss... to complete it, very teach me how tough and hard study is. Yes, its really hard, to gain knowledge and able to apply whatever we learn directly or indirectly backwards of years or semesters we had before. Instead of having distractions like passion, responsibility and commitment towards studies and college activities are just enough to make me plan the things-to-do very wisely, or else I'm gonna lie myself on a bed and crying for all the mistakes I've done before! Seriously there are too many, but I still learn and learn ... manage everything without forget my priority to study 1st and love 2nd!



My goodnesss... the love comes 1st I realize lately since I am so excited to think about marriage at this early age. At first, both my parents urge me to finish study 1st, but SURPRISINGLY they pass me a "green-light" to marry the one who I love most, InsyaAllah... The rest, they ask me to think and arrange properly. I wish I won't make a MISTAKE.. perhaps neglect my priority and dream which I want to further my study until I have a scroll of Master (at least) and doctorate,PhD before my age of 30! Yeahh I just can plan what should I do is to struggle on it and let to Allah S.W.T the rest, InsyaAllah

So.. now its time for me to think about my current study and marriage soon! hehe...
May Allah eases our plan ahead I pray.

If and only if I get married before the I finish my degree, I'll work hard and focus more to my spouse and study! That's my promise to myself... Yes I will and have to... Please pray for my bless and success in future undertaking guys!

salam :)

Blogging

hey, here is my little dirt secret to share with the readers... if you guys realize what i write **typing actually** here, i mostly write about me, myself... and my world, what happen to me...and yes all the activities I've done and in making. Meaning here, its simply known "virtual diary". Seriously, I mean.

Therefore, I wish not more people reading my entries unless just to share their opinion, anticipations. Sharing the experience I will consider it and most welcome. Critics also are most welcomes cause people on earth have still do mistakes purposely or impurposely right. So,just feel free to let me knows.

Next is the LESS is BETTER, cause I prefer silence rather than voicing out your ideas and critics about others yet he or she don't get the point and return what they doing so. In fact, talking about others in their own blog making much rumors which I think I hate controversies! So the best way is just do my own stuffs, just in case to make new friends to me, I will probably pleased to...

Another fact is I don't like high peaking traffic, yeahhh in reality there's certain people run for the traffic... I know it might be a very helpful way in order to make others realize your presence in blogging world and success your own business in case perhaps. Making others impressed with how good you are, no matter what... haha this is not me.. I prefer SILENCE indeed!

So, jump to the conclusion. I make my blog as my diary... I write most about my life and my performance. So, do not follow if you guys want me to follow back. I less interest with those "traffic-b.victim". I repeat I just blogging about my life...toodles!

A comeback

Assalamualaikum annd Hi all!
It's quite a long time I didn't update this blog. I miss blogging I swear! But, there's a lot things happened lately. By the way the fourth semester has just ended.... not "just"... pathetically it's almost2 months already... See, how long I didn't WRITE at least once a month. Maybe and maybe .... I was too busy finishing all my works,assignments yet struggling for my final exams. Talking about the final, yeah.. the result has also came out. Yeah! Terribly I am soo down and a bit frustrated with the results, the expect beyond unexpectedness! I don't what to say..seems my mom has always nagging me about my studies. She's so perfectionist I swear, all what she wants is her children must bring her a good result, flying colours one! yeahh... Me and my brother the one who study in universities, so as the eldest, I must show my younger sister and brother the good attitude and effort to success! Back to my result, fortunately my current CGP was still above 3.0 pointer! Alhamdulillah.. Praise to Allah ... Still, I frust with the assumption, the high hope which I really2 aim to get an A for the animal structure and function subject! If and only if, I'll urge my lecturers to make to one person teaching skills only, not separated for 2 persons for 1 semester thoroughly! Here, this will eventually killing student like me! haha... What a bad confession I guess here... But still I am grateful which I think this would be a REMINDER to me... focus more on my studies not others! For genetic and physical and inorganic chemistry subjects, I know I'll get those grades just worth of my efforts and have to struggle for an A solid for next Organic Chemistry subjects in next semester! Overall, I am grateful with what I got and have to work hard and smart next time. Yeah, this time seriously I HAVE TO..!!!! InsyaAllah ...

Life threathen for the sake of being beautiful...gosh**

It's quite a tremendous and pathetic issues that are vastly happen nowadays according to the topic I've mentioned above. To me everyone is competing to be look great and beautiful in this era. Why I say so... is because that most of the big headlines written on our local newspapers keep telling us that people nowadays fairly obsess and have great passion on trying new beauty or slimming products regardless what circumstances and effects would be afterwards. Yes... it's true I admit that everyone wants to be perfect and seen flawless but please ... come on dear, can't you think what will be the side effects onwards? You're terribly making a big mistakes if you want to make a vast and quick change in short time. Please DO think wisely. We're living in high technologies and advanced era, you should consult the specialist and ask more questions about what are you gonna do. Is it worth of your whole life doing it or try long way of efforts. Let it be naturally. Don't too push... For an instance to be shared here, I read on newspaper that the cover,front page entitled "Padah mencuba ubat pelangsing" ... Goshh** it's gross to see the effects on that person's body. It is too bad because he suffers for almost 7 months. I just hope that after this, people will think twicely even more time before try any unestablished new beauty/health or slimming products. It's lucky or even good if it causes no hazard or fatal, but it is even worse if the person is suffering for his/her whole life. So, what I want to persuade you guys should be more careful and think before taking whatever is said to be good instantly or else you would face the problems someday

all of sudden

OMG, honey I miss you like crazy yayang... you come across my mind all of sudden.

I miss you so much Adi <3