It's 19 months on July 10th,2011

Today, my great special day, 19th months anniversary. Syukur Alhamdulliah with all love and bless in our relationship. Hope this will last forver. Love you baby!
hugs!!!

Planning Onwards

While sitting in front of cashier, come across the planning... yeahh planning for future ahead. What will I do in coming next 4 or 5 years from now.. what am I doing, will I still stay with future hubby ** that time confirm la da kawen kan.. hiks...** or we'll far apart cause I have great passion to further Master, Msc. abroad after finish my degree ** (2 years more), will I have kids at that time or struggling to complete the PhD ahead**(dream!!!) ... hahhhhh all the planning have to put in one straight path so that they'll keep in the path and not going missing apart!

For now, I have to complete my degree first.Alasss... to complete it, very teach me how tough and hard study is. Yes, its really hard, to gain knowledge and able to apply whatever we learn directly or indirectly backwards of years or semesters we had before. Instead of having distractions like passion, responsibility and commitment towards studies and college activities are just enough to make me plan the things-to-do very wisely, or else I'm gonna lie myself on a bed and crying for all the mistakes I've done before! Seriously there are too many, but I still learn and learn ... manage everything without forget my priority to study 1st and love 2nd!



My goodnesss... the love comes 1st I realize lately since I am so excited to think about marriage at this early age. At first, both my parents urge me to finish study 1st, but SURPRISINGLY they pass me a "green-light" to marry the one who I love most, InsyaAllah... The rest, they ask me to think and arrange properly. I wish I won't make a MISTAKE.. perhaps neglect my priority and dream which I want to further my study until I have a scroll of Master (at least) and doctorate,PhD before my age of 30! Yeahh I just can plan what should I do is to struggle on it and let to Allah S.W.T the rest, InsyaAllah

So.. now its time for me to think about my current study and marriage soon! hehe...
May Allah eases our plan ahead I pray.

If and only if I get married before the I finish my degree, I'll work hard and focus more to my spouse and study! That's my promise to myself... Yes I will and have to... Please pray for my bless and success in future undertaking guys!

salam :)

all of sudden

OMG, honey I miss you like crazy yayang... you come across my mind all of sudden.

I miss you so much Adi <3

when daughters gather with momma ...

It's a long time we didn't time playing and talking together. I miss all the moment we had together when I was 15. It's true that when the age reaches "teen" thirteen, fourteen, fifteen and so on.. we'll face sweet moments and learn the new phase of becoming of sweet teenager. My time has passed... and now my 2 sweet and stubble lil sisters, Qila and baby. One is 14 and another is 16 y/o. We meet rarely because my hometown is in Perak. There'll be a chance to meet on weekends, if mom needs to go for looking new stocks of office attire and stop by nanny's house later. Luckily we're just around in KL. Today is a good and nice Saturday I have I guess. Many funny things and good things,news happened today! First thing first, my sisters mingle with me and lying together on a bed and have joking. I scream loudly and teasing them! Haha... I give special thing to make them tumbling and shouting for help. Then, mom came in the room. She asked what happened earlier? They quickly pointed to me. Well, I guess I did it impurposely! and... finally mom decides to JOIN the club! waaaaa... 4 persons stucked compactly on a bed. How awesome was it. We have girl talk.. and Gossip all around! hehee... mom, seriously I miss all the moments when I're in high school!! Now, my two sisters facing it. It's nice to a grown big girl guys! Everything you put as secrets you can share with your mom. You can also talk about hot and cute guys in schools with your mom until one they you get caught that you falling for "him". heheh Bitting nails... ermm... but now I just can wish to rotate time. I've entered matric and now Im a uni's student. Of course everything is changes according time. Perception also gain to be more matured. I enjoy talking to my sisters. Perhaps, it's normal!

Now life is totally different. The issue to discuss in current is about marriage! What a fast time pass by dear... OMG, there's a lot things to be considered about marriage. Mom did always ask me are you sure want to marry "A". The answer is of course he'll be the one I 'm gonna marry and live together afterward... and now it's only few months left to prepare for our engagement! List-to-do must already have and I'll working harder honey and make sure everything is going smoothly.

p/s: mom, if I can turn time back to past time before, I wish I could spend more time with you! I love you mom!